Happy New Year !!!

Good bye 2011.
u left a lot of beautiful moment...

and WELCOME 2012 !!!
I'm so glad to welcomed u. I have got so many wishes for u.
I can't write 'em one by one.
so let me and Jesus know it :)

Almost die

A few days ago before Christmas...

I almost died in my dream.
maybe it's just in my dream, but it feels so real.

In my dream, i was lying in my bed. and my soul feels like wanna get up from my body. I can't breath goodly. that time, i pray and i said like this "God, please.. i'm not ready"...
And i woke up.

Thanks so much God.. :)

a ringing from the telephone was woke me up...

Walt Disney said that...

All your dreams can come true
- If you have the courage to pursue them

Just Hang Out but FUN !!!

To celebrate my birthday.. (19 December 2011)

Ni hari qt da pgge jj pa tpe tmang" X2. Mar nda smua. Cuma sdiki, klo smua bangkrut ktu qt :D

Sebenarnya pertama, ta pangge ba uni di 21 mar nda da flm gga, jd trg pi karaoke di happy puppy noh.
Waktu da karaoke, pertama trg msih malo" mo pegang tu mike, kg lma" rqi b konser le, yg mnyanyi Grandy dg Vito kg qt, Bee, Kiki dg Rima mnari, klo Milli tidor :D
Seru skali pkkx.

There's a moment I loved,
When we were singing ...
Kan banyak toh tu lagu yg ta da pilih sndri kg kbnyakan drg ntau, lgu" bru ktu kw :D
Kg drg ja blg bgni 'yg pilih lagu manyanyi!' kg tu mike dua" drg kse pa qt -___-
kg pas ta mnyanyi dpe vocal drg ja kse off bbdiam, ja ta epret noh --
kg kge" drg pilih tu jamrud p lagu yg slamat ulg tahun, ta ntau klo drg da pilih itu lagu. Kg smangat sx drg da mnyanyi itu for qt..
Huhuhuhuhu.. Terharu qt :')

So surprised..
Pe gga le kw tu lagu p kta" :)

Makase banya neh tmang"

Kg abis karaoke trg pi makang di ayam penyet ria. Rpa biasa, bnya dg bku sedu trg :D
Pas tu makanan so abis smua, kge" trg bcrta setang".. Asik ee da bcrta ska m ulang :)

Asli! ta snang..
tadi le trg smua da b pake itam putih :D
pdhl nd bku janji.
bkang main dang. ta syang tpe clastener :*

Happy Birthday To Me (18 December 2011)

It’s my 16^th birthday. There’s no party. Just worship. No friend, no big family. Just my little family.

And so many people disappointed me. Maybe those are their gift for me.

Hmp.. I just wanna say, “THANK YOU SO MUCH”.

                                            

God, it was so sucks. Give me a lot of fun tomorrow, please J

Thank You God, Thank You Jesus, Thank You Father, Thank You so much. Amen

They didn't CARE

Gue dikacangin.. bosen gue!

Yang gue omongin tuh penting, buat masa depan gue, tapi semuanya gak pada peduli. How many times should I say??? I hate to repeat that.

Terus nasib gue gimana coba?

Siapa yang bakal ambil raport gue?

Kok gue udah kayak anak terlantar gini ya?

Ulang tahun gue juga udah tinggal beberapa hari lagi. Udah berapa kali juga gue ingetin tapi gak ada satupun yang respon. Capek gue!

Biar deh gue urus diri gue sendiri.

Pesen gue buat ortu gue, “It’s okay you guys makes me like this, I just want u, please don’t do this to my sister.”

Jangan sia-siain anak lo berdua. Makanya gue gak disenengin oma itu semua karna kelalaian kalian yang gak ngurusin gue. Banyak hal yang gue tau dari dunia ini. Dan sebagian besarnya gue tau dari orang-orang disekitar gue kecuali orang tua gue.

Gimana sih jadi orang tua? Gak becus banget deh.

Pengen sih ngetes kalian apa kalian masih inget gue ato gak. Tapi yah mo gimana? Gue harus ngingetin kalian terus buat ngambilin raport gue trus bayar uang komite gue...

My Way of Celebrating Birthday

How to celebrate your birthday simply?
Ask me! Cause i always do that. :)

Do family worship at dawn.

Hang out with best friend at mall or karaoke.

Pay the bills when hanging out.

Do window-shopping :D


Just it.. Very simple, right?! :)

I called it "party" lol

It was SUCKS :(

He isn't romantic.

he texted and called me 'wew' (wey).. -___-
it was so dissapointing me.

and one day, i met him at canteen. i wanna bought some things to eat, that time he was calling me and joking :)
he said, "can u buy me some?" or something like that, i'm not sure.
i bought 2 wafers, and i give him 1. i said, "this is for u"..
but, he shy.. and it was prevented by him :( *uglyface
I force, but he still prevent it..

huuu...
i must be patient -.-

Musuh Terbesar Remaja : JERAWAT !!

huh.. jerawat!

nyebelin woy.. 

pake ini itu ttp aja gak brhasil...

jd takut deh pake yg smbarangan. 

justru krna pke pembersih trus jerawatnya timbul. 

awalnya muka gue mulus banget, trus buat mncegah aja gue pake bedak ama pembersih, tapi yah mala nongol ni jerawat... >:(