God knows...

He knows everything about me.
Even when I'm sad and lonely, He's the only one who's with me, and the only one who knows the best way to cheer me up.
I'm so thankful that I have an awesome God.

I hope, he's worth to wait for.
I'll wait.
I believe that You have the best timing ever. :)

Have I already moved on?

I DON'T KNOW

I've tried to be strong. I've decided not to think or care about him anymore. I've already found someone new and better than him. But yesterday, he stared at me. I walked through him. I said hi to him, then he said again that I'm so arrogant. I walked straight away, and continued my conversation with my friend. I thought I won't care, but honestly I do care.

After all this time, I  finally realized that I've pretended that I didn't care anymore.

So the conclusion is I am not  a good actress.

Lying isn't my thing.

It's really hard for me.

I don't know what to do now. Should I keep pretending that I'm okay without him? Or? Give up? I don't know. Totally don't know.