created by me :)

My wise words, expressing my love :)

LOVE comes suddenly.
there's no wishes to come
it comes by itself.

LOVE can do everything
whatever it wants
even it means sacrificing something

LOVE is difficult to express with words
but it's revealed by itself with an action

LOVE can't be guessed
It's complicated and unstable

Happy Valentine's Day

This Valentine is like another days..
something special always there :)

yesterday, he gaves me some words. "happy valentine's day blablablabla..."
i think, it's special and just for me.
he did it. he stole my heart, but today i have read that.

There's a girl says love, and he was replay that. he says love too...

God, it's like there's the sharpest knife slicing my heart, and split as some pieces.

Why?

why every handsome boys always do the same?
they were never thinking about what i have now, what i feel now, what i think now.

first, they showed their goodness, and behind me, they showed it too for another girls.

but i'm not stupid,
that was sucks, but not at all.
i don't know why, i just let him. I'm okay, just difficult to accept, but no probs, i can find one better :)

God creates so many boys. Not just him, there are so many good single boys :)

I guess . . .

Jesus gaves me some test. And one of it is going on. I'm on patience test now.

he's waiting for me. but i'll waiting 'till he tired. i'll be patient. i won't give up.
i'll win this test. i promise. i'm strong enough, i have Jesus. He will always help me, and all of the test is according to my ability :)

I trust Him. FOREVER i will :)

Kangen :(

Dia pmbae pa qt. Dia bela pa qt. Smpe" dy mmake akang tpe tmang" yg nd stuju dg qt. Dia tulus bantu pa qt. Dia mngarti tpe perasaan. Dia satu"nya cowok yg mngarti tpe perasaan.

Mar skarang, trg so ilang kontak :(
memang qt nd da rasa pa dy, mar biar bagitu qt kangen pa dy.
dia yang ja kse ilang tpe bad mood, kg skg qt da bad mood mar dy nd ada...

Ta rsa, selain kita dg Tuhan yg dsni, nd ad org laeng. tmang" so sibuk dg dri msing". yg qt pnya skarang cma Tuhan Yesus...

Tuhan, tau to tpe perasaan skarang. ta nmau mo stress mo pkir" apa tu mo jadi besok. Tuhan, tolong kse dpe obat.. Please. from now on... :)

I want to be ur close friend :')

emang sih dia agak wild. tapi keren kok...
pengen banget deh jadi close friendnya :')

dia itu... gue banget :D

orangnya baik banget, bisa nangis nih kalo gue jadian ma dia. knapa???
seneng banget dong. tapi sih, tu anak pantesnya dijadiin temen curhat. bae' banget sih orangnya.

kalo misalnya jd pacar kan ntar klo putus, pasti ilang kontak deh.. :(

I REALLY WANT TO BE YOURS :D

seandainya dia balik ke sini, pengen deh gue kenalin sma tmn" smp gue.
asik tuh, bikin envy orang... hahahah :D

he's the one who can make me smile everytime i sad :')

He gaves me whises

He knows that i ever in a relationship with his best friend, isn't he?? :(

I never hope so.. 

Skarang, dia dekat deng kita. Dia beking kita ba harap ulang. Ba harap sampe valentine. 

Tuhan, kita mohon, ini bukang harapan palsu.

although it will be long distance relationship, i can accept :)

i need someone who can makes me happy everytime, and he did. :')

Finally, It's complicated :)

"Being single is wonderful" Taylor Swift.

i think it's the best way, for me or for him. I don't love and i can't love him.
If he wants the best from me, this is the best. I like another boy, and he's his best friend. am i wrong?? what shall i do??? :(