I Love You, Panda :')

Don't know why :(

I Saw Him

In the theatre, he was with his friends, me too. Watching a drama :'(

I was never wondering, that I would meet him again. I dunno why, the movie was end, my tears was end, but when I saw him, it fell again.

Hey someone there, someone I called my panda, you know? I miss you so much.

No one could replace you in my heart. Maybe it's hypo, but this is what i feel.

You, the one who makes me insane, crazier, the one who makes me laugh alone, and talk in front of the mirror, talk to myself certainly. 

Really, crazier because of you my old panda, and my first.

For this 5 years, I still can't find someone better who will replace you :(

God knows all

Now I know the feel. Feeling, when you down, when someone makes you looks worst, when you let your image broke, when some people mad at you, thinking that you were a fake, when you lose, when you can't look after yourself, when you can't say anything for the kindness, when you judged by 2 people you don't like, when you become the under girl, etc.

Darling, it was hurt. I feel now, what Jesus felt that time, the pain. Jesus, I'm gonna cry, but thank you so much. Maybe this time, We lose, but at the end, I believe He will makes me win more than a winner.

Lord, You know all. I surrender to You. Give me the strenght, the power and the holy spirit to face this all.

Thank You for everything :*

About my first love

I just read my post in my first blog. It was about my first love.
Almost crying when I read it :')
So memorable. :)
Beautiful!

I miss that guy :D

I want to meet him again. but I'm not sure. Maybe I can fall again :D

I don't know why I love him so much. It's the power of love, perhaps :D

I don't want to erase those memories. Too beautiful to forget.

Hey, someone there, where you are. what are you doing? you remember me? you remember our memories? our jhs? you know? I miss you so much.

I want to talk to you. But... It can't be :(

I still remember your full name, your birthday, your class, your face. How are you now?

No one can change my heart, although I have someone new, you still have your place. :)
Thanks so much for everything you gave. All those happiness, pain and love. :)