Welcome December!!! :)

I love December.

Santa Clause, Christmas, Holiday, and MY BIRTHDAY ! (y)

from now on, 18 days left!

yeah..

there r so many wishes :)

What A Crazy Day :D

Yesterday (Monday, 28 November 2011)

First, i went to school at about 6 and the exam actually started at about 10.
Then, when i was on the way (i mean, at mikro), there was a woman sat beside me, and she was freakin'. Woman with dark skin, slightly wrinkled, and so thin. She has been wearing many bracelets on her right hands (from the colors, it looks rusty), black jacket (looks like there are lots of dandruff or something), shorts (i think, she was cut it, maybe it's a pants). And she was holding some money as if want to showed her wealth but the money just around 20-50 thousands rupiah. And when we were stuck in traffic, she was chatting with nobody. That time, i was afraid. Cause that's so horrible. I think that she was a crazy woman..

After that, when i was at school, Head Master said that the indonesian idol team came. I'm so glad to hear that, and he said that an artist would be coming. I hope it's Daniel Mananta, but evidently it's Audy :(
when the shooting time, they want us to shout "indonesian idol 2012" and crazing :D
So, we did it. :D

Not forgetting my love moment..
Not to sweet, but i loved that moment :)
I can't tell it here, just my Big Father, he and me who knows :')

And at canteen, i and my friends were so crazy. We have a dirty talk and Laugh Out Loud :D

I've Got Spongebob Theme for My Google Chrome

How to??
Just open Chrome Web Store.
Click Theme.
Type "Spongebob" at the search.
Find it for the themes.

So easy, isn't it? ;)

My Awkward Moment (I'm Freakin' Out!)

it's an awkward moment when...

I go to school and don't bring money, and i just bring a drug(antibiotic)

Hanging out with friends at Pizza Hut and after dinner, go with confidence and not paid the bills full yet. Then, the waiter ran down and remind us that we had a debt.

Sit down with friends at Lapangan Tembak and ask the menu to a waiter and then ran out because of expensive.

Go to school at about 6 and it starts at about 10. (this morning)

It Must Be Remembered!

sungguh" beking malo -.-

ni hari, hari pertama ujian semester 3 kg qt sengaja dtg skolah cpat. mar ta langgar cpat ta da datang noh. msh jam 6 ta so kluar rumah, serta ta so d oto lapangan m ka paal2 chika bru bls tpe sms kg dy blg trg skolah siang.. 

seakan" dlm htiku berteriak : "APAAAA???? :o" 

prtma ta nd prcaya kg ta tlpn pa rima, dy da angka tu telpon msh dg suara manganto, so gelisah qt ini.. kg rima blg apa? nti jam 10 kta bru mso..

oh. no!

trpaksa ta tggu tu om antar smpe d paal2 kg ta nae oto lapangan ulg d sei borobudur. 

doh, tpe malo dnk.. --a

plg klo ad ade" kls, kg drg ly pa qt pling drg blg bgni "hih, kpa 2 cwe sana kang? saki sto dy. msa m b cao pas ulangan? hari pertama le.."

pas qt so d oto lapangan m plg, tu om qra qt nak smk5 jd dy se trun pas d mka lorong noh, ta blum blg muka tre. mar biar jo. bagus, hemat suara :D

sungguh kmang qt p pengalaman baru ini, mar m bku tindis dgn tu hari ta lupa bwa doi kg d tpe popoji cma ada tpe obat kg ta so nae oto itu.. tape malo dnk, sadis skali kmank itu ee, ta m pnjm doi pa tu om di sebelah pa qt dy blg nd ad. (nn qra qt pengemis?! >.<) pndg enteng tu om itu ee, biar bbgni tpe mma asdir di unima do' kang. 

sdh jo.. lupakan! nti ta inga klo ta so tua jo, spy ta m ttwa akang tpe diri sndiri :D

yg pntg ta so posting dsni jd klo ta ska m inga" krg m bka blog noh :D

I miss 'em

ni hari qt sma dg 2 org da dtg bulan jo.. emosi trus qt eh. klo qt snang ta b hura". klo qt pastiu ta mmake". klo qt saki hti ta manangis smpe bangka 2 mta -.-

prtma, td qt snang gra" tu 2 cwo. ta nmble blg sni gra" ap..
kdua, qt pstiu pa tpe ppa, dy suruh jga toko pa qt kg p bnya sx org kg 2 doi 400rb ilang, doh amper" mmake" qt dlm hti..
yg trakhir, qt bku ambe dg tpe mma. dpe crta pnjg, ta nmw crta dsni dg ta nmw m inga" itu. pkkx dpe inti tpe mma nd bku mngarti dg qt pas le ad tpe oma, pang ba hasut p mampos, dsni noh kg qt da ta cumu tu pe***

Tuhan da uji qt p ksabaran.
qt le heran kpa qt msti m mnangis, bqnk pusing kpla jo. ini noh tpe bodok sndiri. pdhl ta so bysa ja bku ambe dg tpe mma, mar tpe cengeng nd prnh m ilang.

nd ppa.
dr sni qt bljr bnyak hal. ta so nmw m mnyao pa mma klo dy b bcara!

i want to check up.

Tuhan... pulihkan anak kesayanganMu ini...

tpe dada sering saki kg tpe jantung b deg" p cpat.. 

so dri dlu qt bgtu mar ta ntau sjak kpn. mar dy ja b rsa pas ta nd bqnk ap", biasa kan org laeng ja saki bgtu rpa klo abis lari ato b llah noh. mar qt xnda.. 

apa sbnrnya tpe pnyaki..

ta ska m b check up mar rqi m blg pa mma klo ta ja bgni jo ta nd brani.. :'(

ta prnh browsing d google klo itu gejala pnyaki jantung koroner. :'(

Tuhan, ta nmau. jauhkan Tuhan, tolong pa qt. tpe mimpi msh bnya sx Tuhan... 

Today Is 11.11.11

In the morning my handphone was confiscated -.-
ouch.. so sucks.. :(
but finally it was returned, but i also trying to get it back :)

and after school, i and my friends was hanging out at Manado Town Square, actually i just wanna cool-ing :D
and just wanna spend my time with 'em :)

and then when i'm home. i get sleep and wake up at about 6 p.m.
on my bed, i was thinkin' about today, today is a good day to showing a love and be showed :)
so that i hope someone can asks me. but there's no one :(
it's okay...

i just want to say, "God, give the best for me!"

then, i try to dancing "joyful joyful by promise keeper"
and i did it.
after that my brother was offering me to join his dance team. what a gladness!
i want, but i'm doubt. i'm not sure. i'm not ready for now.
i'm shy, cz i am the new one. but they're worse than me.
i am the younger one..
uhm,, i reject it but, he force me.

GOD GIVE ME THE BEST

I want to go to..

Japan and England. i want to go there. but there's no opportunity yet :(

God, i really want it.
it's began when i was a child.
I hope oneday i can :)

God, please makes my dreams come true

Breaking News For Indonesia :D

Breaking Dawn akan ditayangkan di bioskop-bioskop di Indonesia secara serentak pada tanggal 18 November 2011..

Panda, qra" siapa ya yg ngajak nonton dluan? :D
psti ujung"nya yg ngajak gw -.-

handsome guy! :D

tadi bx bku dpa dg cwo gga eh..

Please, don't love anymore!

my heart was beating so hard.
and i was speachless.
when we were separate, i think i wanted to talking with him. so, i was regret! :(

kpa qt nd ta bcra knk td?
biar cma m blg "so bel?" setidaknya dang toh. mar ini, da malo" kucing qt, kpa eh, tumben sx, speachless qt ee, nervous le.

God, is he my second love?

11 social 1

i've got a new rival here. and it's a boy -.-
he's clever, has a good english and another language, and the worst one is "he can play a piano"..

ouch, it makes me envy :(
i want to be like him.

Joe Jonas

Ta ntau kpa ta so fans pa joe jonas, dr dpe cra b pake, dpe suara, dpe muka (dlu wktu d camp rock).

Aneh leh qt, ta fans pa dy so trlambat. Gmna sih? :D

Ta fans pa dy pas bnya org so nd ska pa dy lntrn so brewo. Mar biar jo, this is me lahh! :)

Happy Birthday jo

Ni hari dpe ulang tahun. Ta dpa inga krg lbih 3 taon lalu. Ta prnh kse gift pa dy. Mar ini dpe sweet seventeen so org laenk yg kse gift pa dy. Sbnrnya qt msh nd rela, mar biar jo dy da pilih ktun. Qt cma msa lalu. Ta mo se lupa mar nd prnh ta lupa, psti ada yg bqnk qt inga, rpa ini qt b less pas d mka pa dpe sklh. Bae le pas m mso SMA ta nd mso pa dpe sklh. -.-

Tadi ta so se slamat noh pa dy mar cma lwt twitter. Nd mgkin le dy da bca. Ta msh b harap sih klo dy baca, mar biar jo nd ppa, nd pnting kw itu.

Bru ini kmank qt p posting yg pke bhsa manado, slama ta ad blog pling rndh ta pke bhsa Indonesia.

Malo kw qt m pke bhsa manado, mar bage jo, klo qt b posting pke bhsa manado brarti ta pke prsaan sx itu.

Ta ska m crta ttg qt dg dy dlu dsni mar malo kw. Sdh jo, ta so crta noh ttg dy mar d tpe blog prtma kg pke b.ing le. Pkkx dpe crta sma dg pelem” noh :D

Wk2 da se slamat pa dy, sbnrnya ta ska m blg bgni “happy birthday eh, smg ng p hubungan dg dy langgeng, Gbu” mar ta cma da blg happy birthday dg Gbu, ta kw nd rela m blg itu, biar jo tare ta cma blg pndk yg pnting so tulus sx qt da blg itu.

Panda, ada le tu ta m curhat pke bhsa manado mar nti d entri bru jo eh, ada itu yang dy da bqnk galau pa qt.

*sbnrnya ini ta m posting kmrn, mar lntrn kmrn modem da b ilang jd ni hri jo eh.. :)

I Love パンダ

Panda’s cute. And I love their colors. So, blog I’m going to call u Panda right now, okay?! ;)

What I Liked and Loved

I love my big Father.
I love my little family.
I love my love.
I love my dear friends.
I love to laugh.
I love music.
I love Japan.
I love movie.
I love to hanging out.
I love Christmas
I love my birthday.

I like panda.

I llike mikey mouse.

I like white and soft pink.

I like potatoes.

I like fullcream milk.

I like a movie that have a sad ending.

I like a lot kind of movie and music.

I like Paramore.

I like Avril Lavigne.

I like Taylor Swift.

I like Joe Jonas.

I like blogging.

I like twittering

I like cloud.

I like rainbow.

I like rain.

I like to study language.

I like England.

And many more... :)

Selena Gomez - Who Says

I wouldn't wanna be anybody else
hey

You made me insecure
Told me I wasn’t good enough
But who are you to judge
When you’re a diamond in the rough
I’m sure you got some things
You’d like to change about yourself
But when it comes to me
I wouldn’t want to be anybody else

Na na na
Na na na

I’m no beauty queen
I’m just beautiful me

Na na na
Na na na

You’ve got every right
To a beautiful life
C'mon

[Chorus]
Who says
Who says you’re not perfect
Who says you’re not worth it
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting
Trust me
That’s the price of beauty
Who says you’re not pretty
Who says you’re not beautiful
Who says

It’s such a funny thing
How nothing’s funny when it’s you
You tell ‘em what you mean
But they keep whiting out the truth
It’s like a work of art
That never gets to see the light
Keep you beneath the stars
Won’t let you touch the sky

Na na na
Na na na

I’m no beauty queen
I’m just beautiful me

Na na na
Na na na

You’ve got every right
To a beautiful life
C'mon

[Chorus]
Who says
Who says you’re not perfect
Who says you’re not worth it
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting
Trust me
That’s the price of beauty
Who says you’re not pretty
Who says you’re not beautiful
Who says

[Bridge]
Who says you’re not star potential
Who says you’re not presidential
Who says you can’t be in movies
Listen to me, listen to me
Who says you don’t pass the test
Who says you can’t be the best
Who said, who said
Won’t you tell me who said that
Yeah, who said

[Chorus]

Who says you're not perfect
Who says you're not worth it
Who says you're the only one that's hurting
trust me
That's the price of beauty
Who says you're not pretty
Who says you're not beautiful
Who says

My Freak Brother

yeah.. this is my life challenge. so embarrassing.

he thinks that he's good, cool, nice, etc.
arghh.. so annoying!

and he always makes me down.

actually, without him, my life wasn't live.
So, just be thankful.. :)

My mum wants this, I want that!

I want to be a psychologist, a guide, or a manager. 

I don't want to be a teacher so. But my mum want it. I don't like it :'(

She didn't force me, but maybe she will be so sad if I don't want to be a teacher. So, i'll feel so guilty.

I have a dream to study abroad. 

uhm.. i can't explain so much. 

i don't know.. i'm so confuse. 

i am at grade 11 now, i must be thinking about my future. 

God, HELP ME! :(

Taylor Swift - Fearless

There's somethin' 'bout the way

The street looks when it's just rained

There's a glow off the pavement

you walk me to the car

And you know I wanna ask you to dance right there

In the middle of the parking lot

Yeah

Oh yeah

We're drivin' down the road

I wonder if you know

I'm tryin' so hard not to get caught up now

But you're just so cool

Run your hands through your hair

Absent mindedly makin' me want you

And I don't know how it gets better than this

You take my hand and drag me head first

Fearless

And I don't know why but with you I'd dance in a storm in my best dress

Fearless

So baby drive slow

'til we run out of road in this one horse town

I wanna stay right here in this passenger's seat

You put your eyes on me

In this moment now capture it, remember it

Cause I don't know how it gets better than this

You take my hand and drag me head first

Fearless

And I don't know why but with you I'd dance in a storm in my best dress

Fearless

Well you stood there with me in the doorway

My hands shake

I'm not usually this way but

You pull me in and I'm a little more brave

It's the first kiss,

It's flawless,

Really something,

It's fearless.

Oh yeah

Cause' I don't know how it gets better than this

You take my hand and drag me head first

Fearless

And I don't know why but with you I'd dance in a storm in my best dress

Fearless

Cuz I don't know how it gets better than this

You take my hand and drag me head first

Fearless

And I don't know why but with you I'd dance in a storm in my best dress

Fearless

Oh-oh

Oh yeah

I'm a big dreamer

I have too much dream. 
So, I cannot explain it one by one.

I know plenty of people but I don't know myself

I always change. Indonesian called it “ababil”. I don’t know it in English.

I just think that I am good, loved, liked, fun, honest, calm, beautiful, etc.

Maybe it was not me yet. I don’t know what people thinks about myself, but I just wanna be like that, perfect like Him, although I can’t but I’ll always try and never give up until I can.

So, I don’t know myself yet.