I know plenty of people but I don't know myself

I always change. Indonesian called it “ababil”. I don’t know it in English.

I just think that I am good, loved, liked, fun, honest, calm, beautiful, etc.

Maybe it was not me yet. I don’t know what people thinks about myself, but I just wanna be like that, perfect like Him, although I can’t but I’ll always try and never give up until I can.

So, I don’t know myself yet.