My mum wants this, I want that!

I want to be a psychologist, a guide, or a manager. 

I don't want to be a teacher so. But my mum want it. I don't like it :'(

She didn't force me, but maybe she will be so sad if I don't want to be a teacher. So, i'll feel so guilty.

I have a dream to study abroad. 

uhm.. i can't explain so much. 

i don't know.. i'm so confuse. 

i am at grade 11 now, i must be thinking about my future. 

God, HELP ME! :(